Marlwolf-2100

I don't know what to say, really. I feel lost and alone in my head, though i'm surrounded by love. I have my fiance, and my son. My thoughts churn and whirl inside me, and I never know what I will feel next, but anger is always the one to come out. Even now, I feel depressed. I have a good life. A fiance who truly loves me A bratty son who is so sweet, and I have a decent job for the time being. and I still feel sad. I feel sad because I feel inept. I feel sad because I can't do the things I want. I feel sad because I'm scared. I have thoughts that shouldn't be there. I don't think of suicide, but I think of passing. I think of